Tears

This is what I told him

Loving you is easy

The easiest ever for me so far

Just like breathing

Should you ask me whether I breathe?

Or I breathe a bit less these days?

I have nothing for you,

No life ,

Nothing at all.. 
Not even my youth

It is all gone and taken!

When you brush me with your love,

Do know that I am not glad

It pains so terribly

Somewhere in my heart

To know that I don’t have you in my life

I feel lonely and lost when you love me

Leave me !

When you lovingly

Naughtily

Play with my heart

For pure fun

Like how in Vrundavan

A rascal had..

My heart innocently, so innocently

Like a pendulum

Swings to and fro

You take me to heights to drop me

To raise me again close to you

Pressing your lips on my forehead

Or you stay too high and I look up at you

Straining my neck so badly 
That tears spill from my eyes

For you my tears means love

And I know you would like to see them rolling,

Though I never gave you a chance!

At the end of the day when I am here,

Staring at nothing

I do not know

What I am waiting for

Or why?

If u find joy seeing my tears

Have it all!

I am not wiping it this time

Let it wash my pain away

And remember 
With my pain, will go my love too

And I shall be a puppet!

So let me hold back my tears

And lock up my pain

Let me go!

I looked up and saw his cheeks wet with tears