Tuesday, August 9, 2011

ANGER


I am angry for hours now
Quite unlike me!
I can't take that frown off my face
Can't but keep my lips sharp
Who cares!
I want to bang things around
Open my unkept cupboards and throw it all around
I feel like laughing aloud, a mad laughter
And grind my teeth too, 
clenched fists and scattered hair
Make unsound sounds
I feel the line where sanity gets a prefix
I can see in me a tempting madness
The madness that makes me fearsome
The madness that would need me chained
In an old dusty room, by a bed post
A sorry figure
A violent one
I don’t care
If not for my motherhood,
I would have dared to cross that line
And do what I want

Dont advice me
I don’t need it
Don’t pacify me
I just hate it
Don’t offer me support
I don’t want to depend any more
Don’t be silent
It kills me
Don’t offend me
It pains me
Do not leave me alone
I want to explode on you
If you do care
Do make me more angry
That I can throw tantrums on you
And let it shoot out
At the height of it
Lend me your shoulder to weep through
Like an adamant child
I will recover for sure
Till then
Let me be restless and
Stare at that delicate line
Let me wear that frown
Let me be bad!
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16 comments:

  1. പാര്‍വണം..August 9, 2011 at 8:32 PM

    Expolde!!
    be a volcano!

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  2. yespeeAugust 9, 2011 at 8:34 PM

    go hunting~~~~

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  3. suma rajeevAugust 10, 2011 at 2:56 PM

    Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal
    with the intent of throwing it at someone else;
    you are the one who gets burned.
    -- Buddha.
    So explode....:)..

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  4. SmeeAugust 10, 2011 at 3:15 PM

    Well expressed ire...

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  5. Nasnin NasserAugust 10, 2011 at 4:03 PM

    Anger....the momentary madness..."I feel the line where sanity gets a prefix"...wow...that was a unique expression...!!

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  6. NithinAugust 10, 2011 at 10:32 PM

    :)

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  7. pygmalionAugust 10, 2011 at 11:01 PM

    thankyou frnds ..
    @paravanam, suma: it just went off without exploding.. writing liberated!
    Thanx smee
    yespee: shall we my twin;)
    nasnin: u always like what i find dear..thnx
    jathavedan: aalu maariyillallo peru mariyennkilum.. thnx for coming this way:)

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  8. KPAugust 12, 2011 at 3:06 PM

    Hope u are liberated and happy now..!:).. very nice one.. I liked the last few lines the most..! Individuality expressed..

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  9. Amit CharlesAugust 13, 2011 at 2:30 AM

    A reflection. The best way to vent it all out is words.

    Good one.

    keep it goin;)

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  10. pygmalionAugust 14, 2011 at 2:00 PM

    thank you KP dear
    Thanx Amit for your time and encouragement:)

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  11. AnonymousAugust 14, 2011 at 3:24 PM

    Does writing really liberate us or does it reel us into its bondage. I find writing an ever hungry monster which gorges on our soul.

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  12. pygmalionAugust 14, 2011 at 7:11 PM

    @ anonymous: writing has always liberated me and help me get over many grudges and pent up emotions.. i guess the process gorges on our souls.. but once written honestly, it frees us.. my opinion.. thnx a lot for coming this way and spreading thoughts:)

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  13. Sourabh K RaoAugust 19, 2011 at 9:35 AM

    totally...writing liberates one from his/her emotions , grudge...nice expressions...esp the last para was superb...

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  14. pygmalionAugust 19, 2011 at 3:06 PM

    Thank you zero cool for the visit and encouragement:)

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  15. Little HeartAugust 27, 2011 at 3:16 PM

    From the lines dont advice me to till the end was expressed well. liked lot..

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  16. pygmalionAugust 28, 2011 at 12:24 AM

    Thank you Little Heart:)

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